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Anxiety Weighs Heaviest

from It's Just a Phase [noise​/​dsbm] by Vibrant Life

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I should have known a long time ago that solitude was my only mortal ally. I walk with God, yet the space occupied by everything else rings ever more hollow.

Hollow.

I have always been like a ghost in this world. Going here and there, the wind blowing by with not an eye on me. This maudlin world cycles around the clock... Oh, what a sad, sad clock it is. Judgment comes ever closer.

A forest with no branches to grasp onto. What a foreign concept! It's okay, I'm used to it by now. Just go on wherever you were going. I wonder if this counted for anything. I can contemplate my regrets for years to come.

A foreign world, yet one I was born to. Nothing here ever made sense to me. I barely speak your language. Even now, I can only convey the simplest of thoughts. So forlorn... Can anyone understand this? If anyone could, would they even care?

They come and go... There's nothing new under the sun... It's been this way all along...

More noise to occupy bandwidth on some websites, left to collect dust. What an achievement. Trust me, that breakthrough's just around the corner.

Just leave me in the past. It's where I've always been and maybe always will be. Just go on with your life. Don't climb into this hole. You only think you care. It hurts more than you know. You can't carry this cross. Once you learn who I am, you'll run like everyone else. Just leave. There's no point in any of this but to spread the Gospel in the prayerful hope I can leave this hellhole just a bit better than it was when this started. Don't reply. Don't stay. You wouldn't anyway. No teams, no groups, no sharing of ideas in the warmth of a sunset... Just more vacuous coldness in this desolate nightmare we call earth. I should have known a long time ago that solitude was my only worldly ally. I walk the forests alone. I scroll the internet alone. I record my music alone. I release my music alone. I wallow alone. I shatter alone.

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from It's Just a Phase [noise​/​dsbm], released January 29, 2020

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